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22 December 2023
December 28, 1979
Brenda,
I tried to apologize to you the other night at the bar, but you cut me off, and then one thing led to another; it seems like something is always guarding our words. I’ll try and not say anything funny, or make up any crazy riddles. These last few months, a lot of crummy things added up to a whole mess of crummy things. You have been trying to help me out and, unfortunately, I wanted to push you away. I am sorry for being such an ass this last month (Yes, that is me being an ass. I know it’s not much, but I’m not very good at it.) I tried to call you last night to tell you that I missed you, but was afraid that you would have responded similarly only out of obligation. Cowardly male egotistical rubbish aside, I sincerely miss you. Christ, I wish things were like before. I know it sounds as irrational as all hell, but I still have feelings for you. I only hope I can let go of them before things become irreconcilable. Your friendship is extremely important to me. I am sorry if that has not been fully apparent. How’s that? I would say it is about as funny as fourteen hand dryer salesmen at a Rip Taylor convention just outside of Tulsa.
Take care and Happy New Year.
Max Mulligan
Brenda,
I tried to apologize to you the other night at the bar, but you cut me off, and then one thing led to another; it seems like something is always guarding our words. I’ll try and not say anything funny, or make up any crazy riddles. These last few months, a lot of crummy things added up to a whole mess of crummy things. You have been trying to help me out and, unfortunately, I wanted to push you away. I am sorry for being such an ass this last month (Yes, that is me being an ass. I know it’s not much, but I’m not very good at it.) I tried to call you last night to tell you that I missed you, but was afraid that you would have responded similarly only out of obligation. Cowardly male egotistical rubbish aside, I sincerely miss you. Christ, I wish things were like before. I know it sounds as irrational as all hell, but I still have feelings for you. I only hope I can let go of them before things become irreconcilable. Your friendship is extremely important to me. I am sorry if that has not been fully apparent. How’s that? I would say it is about as funny as fourteen hand dryer salesmen at a Rip Taylor convention just outside of Tulsa.
Take care and Happy New Year.
Max Mulligan
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