THE DEATH OF WORDS

Many of my words have gone extinct from the letters, articles, and stories that I once wrote. Back in the day, all of my written pieces contained words and phrases like: drunk by noon, strippers, stupid cunt lickers, pussy, I was sooo fucked up, hammered, I can't remember exactly what happened, but..., fucking shit, shots of..., whisky, drank so many beers that I..., I can't believe I..., puked, bullshit, rolls, got kicked out of..., that fucking bastard, coke, I was later told I..., smoked up, blackout, woke up with all my clothes on, pissed my pants, got her number, bitches, didn't use a condom, asshole, left while she was in the shower, dickhead, scared shitless, and never going to do that again!
These words and phrases have vanished from my writings. If one was to read everything I’ve typed up in the last six months, they'd be hard pressed to find one of the phrases I’ve just listed.
Now, every thing I write contains something new. New words that had previously been unknown to me have started to appear. Words and phrases such as: what's happenin' hot stuff, going out, flowers, bottle of wine, dinner, my sweetie girl, care, desire, see you, missed so much, baby, sharing all of my days with you, do anything for you, love, proud of, be there for you, hold you, your face, voice, body, the end of days, wonder, worry, tired of fighting, stupid stuff, doing no good, hate, anger, disbelief, why, respect your..., feelings, doubted, prayed for, to have lived a life without..., have lived a wasted life, need, never end, forever, infinite time, not enough, by my side, loving me, amazing, continue to love you, overwhelming, believe in us, and need you in my life.
What in the world has happened here? Where have the words gone that I had once so often used? And why are these new words so prevalent in everything I now write?
Well, this has happened for one reason, and one reason only. It’s because of something I’ve found-- stumbled upon perhaps. You see, I’ve met "the one". The one I’m supposed to be with. I thought it'd never happen, and I thought that was what I wanted. I was wrong, though. Now I know just how much better my life can be when certain words go extinct.